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Saturday, 17 October 2015

Fairy Tale: The Fairy's Tail

The Fairy’s Tail

There was once a place called The Magnificient Woods that was guarded by the noble family of The Guardian. The Queen, head of The Guardian was the most beautiful fairy in the world with long silky Marsala hair and skin as white as milk. She had a beautiful pair of deep brown eyes that twinkled lights whenever she encountered butterflies and Thumbelinas, a family of fairies with wings who were as small as the Queen’s thumb hoping around the sunflowers and bell flowers in her garden. She loved the woods, as she was the Guardian and she took care of the woods and its lives compassionately.


The Guardian’s family lived a happy life, guarding The Magnificent Woods for hundreds of years from pixies and goblins, the arch enemies of The Guardians till the era of industry came. The revolution of worldwide industry caused humans to venture forests to dig for the Earth’s treasures and sadly, The Magnificent Woods was also affected. Fairies, werewolves and dwarves had to escape the woods to find new home.


That was thousands of years ago. The Magnificent Woods has been forgotten by many nowadays. No one knows about magical creatures except for what has been portrayed by movies and kids’ television shows.


Somewhere in the New York City, a few years ago, there lived a girl named Victoria Benner with her parents, Charlotte Benner and George Benner and her little brother, Sam Benner. She has two best friends, Louis and Marissa. Victoria had been living a normal teenage life until one fine day she discovered something that she would never imagine.


One day, Victoria was listening to her new iPod Nano when she suddenly received a phone call. It was Marissa informing a school club activity that had to be attended. Victoria quickly changed for school when her little brother, Sam passed the room and saw her new iPod Nano on the bed. He was interested and barged in his sister’s room with excitement.

“Is this the new launched iPod Nano, Victoria?” Sam asked. Surprised, Victoria rushed to the new iPod to hide it. “Who told you can enter my room as you like?” she asked.

“The door was open so I entered. May I borrow that?” said Sam.

“No! Never! Now, get out of my room” Victoria pulled Sam from her bed and tossed him out of her room. She then hid the iPod in a drawer, locked it and off to school.


The activity ended late that Victoria arrived home at night. She was very tired and wanted to have a deep slumber while listening to her favourite songs in her new iPod Nano. She opened the drawer where she hid the iPod Nano and was surprised to see an empty drawer. She searched everywhere in her room from inside of her closet to under the bed but she couldn’t find it. Victoria then ran to ask her parents but stopped at the sight of Sam in his room. She thought of asking Sam first but grew furious as she saw her iPod Nano on the floor of Sam’s room, broken in pieces.

 “What have you done, Sam?!” shouted Victoria while collecting the pieces of the iPod Nano that were scattered everywhere.

“It wasn’t my fault. I borrowed it just for a while and suddenly a cat came out of nowhere and startled me. I was very surprised that the iPod slipped from my hand and fell. Are you sure it was not fake? It was so fragile” Sam answered without any sign of guilt. Victoria’s wrath mounted up upon hearing that and shouted.

 “You are a very useless brother! You’ve never respected me as your sister and never ever you will. I wish you’re not my brother. No, I wish you had never existed! I wish you’d die with that sickening bad habit of acting innocent of yours”.


 Victoria then ran to her room with tears and locked herself for three days. On the third night since the day Victoria locked herself, a group of unexpected guests ‘visited’ the Benner’s house. A silhouette of a girl with pointed ears was seen climbing the window of the house and entered it followed by other four men, also with pointed ears.


 The next day, the entire house was in a shock upon the news of Sam falling ill. Mrs Benner was trying to wake Sam up for school but Sam just wouldn’t wake up. His skin turned blue and the body temperature rose. Mr Benner tried to bring Sam to the hospital but Charlotte Benner insisted of not going. She claimed that she knew the cause of Sam’s illness.

“Someone took Sam’s tail. That’s why he’s sick” said Charlotte when she was asked the reason of her insistent.

“What do you mean by ‘tail’? Sam has a tail?” Victoria asked, surprised by her mother’s answer.

“Yes, he had a tail. We all have one. We’re not human, Victoria. We’re fairies. The Magical world calls us The Guardian. I’m the current Queen, the leader of that magical forest and you’re next. Our ancestors used to live there but after pixies lured humans to venture the forest, they had to move. Thus explain why we’re here in America. To live in human’s world, we have to cut our tails and keep it in The Enchanted Chest. The tail is like our second heart. Without it, fairies can only survive for a week” Charlotte explained, vomiting all the family’s secrets she had been hiding from anyone for years in order to live a normal human life.


 “Then how can I find the tail again? Who took it?” Victoria asked after being speechless for a moment.

 “The pixies. There have been traces of their distinctive foot pattern near to Sam’s bed. We must find them quickly. Sam’s still a kid so he might not be able to hold it any longer” Charlotte answered with a grief.

“Well, if that’s the only way. I will find the pixies and get Sam’s tail back. I regret saying words I didn’t mean on that day. I don’t want him to die. I will definitely find the tail” Victoria said with a determined face. She promised herself to find the tail so that Sam could be well again and apologize to him. Her heart was full of guilt as she thought Sam fell ill because of her scolding. Only after founding the tail would she brush off the guilt she was feeling.

 “You can’t go alone! You’re yet crowned as the Queen. You still don’t have the powers to protect yourself from pixies and goblins! It will be really dangerous out there” said Charlotte, worried of her daughter’s safety.

“You have to stay. You know what the best is for Sam with this current situation of Sam. I will go with Father then” Victoria said.

”He can’t go. He can’t pass the portal as he’s only a human being” she said intentionally to strengthen her stands for not letting Victoria determination risen.

“So it’s obvious that I’m the only one who can go and find Sam’s tail”

“But...” Charlotte hesitated.

“Mother, I’m the Queen-to-be and it’s very important to save Sam’s life now. I can take it as a task, a duty to prove whether I deserve to be the Queen or not. And of course because I’m the only one who can accomplish this” Victoria answered with a fierce determination. Upon hearing that, Charlotte was so fixated that she reluctantly gave Victoria her permission and Victoria’s very own tail.

Before Victoria left the house, Charlotte gave her protection necklace to Victoria to protect herself through the journey. The necklace was also a portal that leads to the Magnificent Woods. Victoria took the necklace, wore it, kissed her beloved family members and set off to begin her journey.

At the airport, Victoria phone called her two best friends, Marissa and Louis to inform them her absence from school but couldn’t reach any. She was about to enter the departure hall when she received a call from Louis.

“Hey, what’s up?” said Louis.

“Hey, friend. I just want to inform you that I’ll be out of the country for a week for personal reason.
 Something came up” said Victoria.

“I knew. Is your brother alright?” said Louis.

“Well, no. His condition has been deteriorating since morning. How did you know that?” surprised, Victoria asked back.

“Charlotte called and told me the news just now” Louis answered.

“Do you have any idea where’s Marissa? I’ve been calling her for numerous times but she didn’t pick up” asked Victoria, worried of her best friend.

“I don’t have any idea. I went to her house yesterday to discuss our group work but no one was there. The fence was locked as if they had moved out from the house” Louis answered.

“Are you serious? I hope you’re wrong. Thank you anyway, Louis” said Victoria

“You’re at the airport, right? Don’t go anywhere. I’ll be there” with those words, Louis hung up the phone.


On plane, Louis admitted that he was a family member of the Knight, the Magnificent Woods boundary’s guard. His job was to help the Guardians to keep the enemies off the Magnificent Woods and to ensure the Guardians’ safety. His family was also the source of information of the pixies where being because the Knight had the ability to sense magical creatures after looking at their footprints.


Soon, they safely landed in Denmark and went to a fisherman village where Louis claimed the village where pixies used to dwell after being banished from the Magnificent Woods. They used the necklace Victoria was wearing to enter the Magical World and have their magical sight. Unfortunately, when they arrived at the village, it was deserted and no living thing was seen. They went to the seashore to seek help and began saying a chant.


Lies beneath the coral’s shade
Beautiful eyes as clear as the jade
Possesses the hidden and seen, that’s what they said
Do arise as we call upon you, Little Mermaid

            The waves that were hitting the beach fiercely before began to calm down and the nature gradually became as quiet as the cemetery. Suddenly, the water was full of foams and a prepossessing anticipated figure appeared from the foams. The little mermaid swam as close as she could to Victoria and Louis and smiled.
            

           “I’m sorry for my distrustful manner upon calling you that I might interrupt your rest. My name is Victoria, the descendant of The Guardian’s throne and this is my friend from the Knight family, Louis. We’re ought to find the pixies in this village but there was no sign of them. May I ask where they are?” said Victoria after she bowed due to respect to the Little Mermaid.


The Little Mermaid said nothing and disappeared into the sea. A few seconds later, she rose from the ocean and gave them two pink clams containing dazzling clear water. She then signalled them to drink the water so they did. Shortly after that, their legs slowly transformed to fish tails. The little mermaid pulled both of them into the water and together they swam under the sea.


Victoria and Louis could see the stunning and majestic palace the little mermaid was living in. They came across much spectacular view of corals and exotic species of fishes. After a long swimming, they reached the English Channel. In order to return to human form, Victoria and Louis had to drink the octopus’s ink. They bore the bitter and smelly ink and retransformed to be humans. Before returning to the sea, the Little Mermaid who couldn’t talk quietly give Victoria a shining pearl as big as her face and a mussel as big as the palm of her hand.


After the little mermaid left, Victoria and Louis didn’t know what to do so they searched for a big rock and lied on it. Suddenly, they heard a giggling sound. They looked at the surrounding but no one was there. The sound was heard again. It turned out to be the big mussel’s sound.

“Were you the one who giggled just now, Mr Mussel?” Louis asked.

“Yes. Yes. It was me. This girl held me too tightly that it tickled. Loosen your grip young lad and I shall tell you what to do next” said the talking mussel. The tired Victoria and Louis brightened up and Victoria did as she was told.

“Find your way to the Lavenham and you shall meet a boy named Jack with the help of magical sight of yours. Take a good care of the pearl given as it contains a few thunders stolen from His Majesty, the Little Mermaid’s father. They are very powerful to help you fight your enemies later. Now, throw me back into the sea as I can’t live longer than your five breathing” said the talking mussel while he slowly gasped for air.


Louis thanked the mussel and quickly threw it back to the sea and he and Victoria continued their journey. They walked and walked and finally arrived at the Lavenham after three days walking on foot without rest. There were many small cottages in the village so they settled down in one of them and got a rest.


The next day, the two friends were in surprise seeing a huge beanstalk in the cottage’s backyard. They stared at the beanstalk for quite a long time before seeing a boy who was climbing down the beanstalk as fast as lightning. He then chopped off the beanstalk with a mammoth axe. The beanstalk collapsed and whoosh! It vanished into thin air. Victoria and Louis were really amazed but soon came to their senses and quickly went to that boy.

“Young boy, is your name Jack?” asked Victoria after managed to stop the boy.

“Yes, I am Jack. May I help you?” the boy answered while struggling to calm a golden goose in his arms.

“My name is Victoria, the descendant of The Guardian’s throne and this is my friend from the Knight family, Louis. We’re ought to find the pixies in this village but there were no sign of them. May I ask where they are?” said Victoria with a pleasing smile.
            
            “Pixies! I saw a group of them staying overnight in one of the cottages here and left to southwest direction. They might head to the Epping Forest. I heard something on the grapevine from the giants’ conversation that they’re planning to invade The Magnificent Woods and take over the throne” said Jack.
            
              “What do you mean by that? The Magnificent Woods was destroyed since long time ago!” cried Victoria, surprised of the rumours Jack told him.

            “It was nearly destroyed yet there were wise humans that took the mean to preserve the forest. Only a few creatures knew this. I think the pixies also knew this recently, aware of the Guardian’s absence in that forest. I think you should be there as soon as possible so that you can stop them. The pixies are very cruel towards other magical creatures. I saw they used Thumbelinas to fly from one place to another and devour their magical powder to use for their own good” said Jack again.

            “Yes, I think we should but we’re supposed to get help from you. The mussel given by the Little Mermaid said so” said Louis.

            “I can’t help you fight the pixies but have this goose. His bites are fatal and he’s immortal. Use it to fight those evil pixies” said Jack while handing the goose to Louis. Both Victoria and Louis thanked the nice boy and used the necklace again to enter the Magnificent Woods.


            Everything was brown and withered when Victoria and Louis arrived in the forest even though it was spring. The insects were in their home all the time. The birds flew really low, didn’t dare to fly high.


Louis used his ability to track the pixies, and Victoria and he followed their traces. Soon, they saw a big, tall tree at the centre of the forest with a group of human-like creatures with pointed ears. They were the pixies. Suddenly, they saw a familiar figure among the pixies.

“Marissa?” cried Victoria in a whispering voice.

“It is indeed Marissa. Look at her right wrist. She still has the friendship bracelet both of you had since last year” said Louis.

“She’s a pixie? I didn’t know about that but most importantly, she’s the leader?” Victoria asked in disbelief.

“Of course you don’t know. You didn’t even know that you’re the next Queen of The Guardian” Louis joked, sarcastically.

Victoria and Louis were going to confront the pixies at that moment but then cancelled their intention and searched for a shelter first to plan an ambush.

That night, Victoria used her special power to send whisper via the breeze to all the creatures living in the woods to ask for a gathering. The magical creatures were very delighted to see the Queen to be was there to help saving the woods. They carefully made a strategy and planned to attack the pixies on the next day.


The day came and Victoria was already in front of the big tree to confront the pixies. Marissa who just woke up from her sleep was surprised to see Victoria from her window on the tree and rode her Thumbelina onto the ground.

“Why are you here? You’re supposed to be on bed waiting for the day you die” said Marissa curiously.

“I’m here as The Guardian and it’s my job to protect the woods from evil creatures like you. I also would like to retrieve my brother’s tail you stole four days ago” Victoria answered calmly.

“So it was the wrong tail? No wonder the potion was not working. I didn’t manage to transform to a beautiful fairy” Marissa whispered to herself.

Marissa continued.

“The Guardian? You don’t deserve to be one! You’re ignorant and none of your characteristics reflected the Queen’s personality as The Guardian. You only inherited the good looking gene. I’m the delicate, kind hearted and loving one. I’m the one who’s supposed to be the Queen” Her eyes were firing with hatreds.

“It was because of the pixies that my ancestors had to move to another place. Their home was chopped down by the loggers who were lured into the forest by your family. Your ancestors betrayed mine and you betrayed me” Victoria said while clenching her fists, trying to keep calm.

“You’re the stupid one who trusts people easily. We’re only friends for a year. I never wanted to be your best friend. You’re the one who did and you’ve made things easier for me” said Marissa while laughing evilly.

“You’re not my friend anymore and I shall have you destroyed. Attack!” with that sign of Victoria’s, all the creatures went out from their hidings and attacked every single pixies there. The golden goose Jack gave did a great job chasing the pixies and bit many of them till dead. Louis used his ability to track every pixie that tried to escape and put them in a cage while Victoria used her power to hypnotize the pixies and instructed them to enter the cage.


Marissa ran to her house and grabbed her magic wand. She pointed her wand to Victoria and a fire was vented. Unfortunately, the fire caught Louis’s leg. Vexed, Victoria used the pearl the Little Mermaid gave to fight Marissa. It was an intense battle with thunder and lights beaming in the skies. The last lightning emitted from Victoria’s pearl finally struck Marissa and pooff! Her ashes were the only thing left. Everyone cheered for Victoria’s victory. She went to Marissa’s house and found her brother’s tail.  She went back down to the ground, carried Louis and used her necklace to return home.


Sam’s tail was safely returned to The Enchanted Chest and he was soon recovered. The pixies captured were banished into a deserted island far from people. Sadly, Louis’s injury was severe and he didn’t manage to recuperate. The Benner family was in grief with the loss of Louis so they decided to return to The Magnificent Woods to rule and guard the woods.

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Saturday, 10 October 2015

di rumah. kelaparan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum

Last aku coret kat blog ni masa balik MUET. pelik kenapa tak ada post tu? aku hide. sebab aku rasa ada yang nak serang aku guna entry tu. well, idc pun but nah, malas la nak gaduh.

just take note, this isn't an act of fear. it's a decision which I think is wise considering your attitude. dahlah weh, admit je la u don't like me since the very beginning.  BTW, I think u shouldn't be mad at me writing that post cuz you were the who started the whole thing. sampai bermuka-muka and tweet macam2 kat Twitter. remember, I don't do things unless u do it first. I gave us chances to be friends but u blocked every mean that can make me and your best friend, be friends again. Enough is enough. U deserve everything you've done. Oh yeah, btw I didn't mention anything about our level of IQ because I know everyone is different and being in Form 6 is not something to be ashamed of. My friends are there too. I was the one who encouraged my friends to be in Form 6 if they think Matrikulasi is too much. I never like to look down at someone and the same thing goes to you. Just, it's up to you. It's your own insecure thoughts. IDK why u brought this thing up anyway. Whatever. Period. I'm not going to talk about this anymore.

screw this. I'm going back to what I was supposed to write.

anyway, the reason I think today is a good day to write something on the blog is because, I'm missing my housemate really much I think I can actually run to UiTM Bukit Sekilau and cry while looking at our house.

A307

taught me so much of life. as much as PLKN had taught me. family-like friends. backstabber. the fun of trying out new things. even though we surely will meet one another in 2 months time but only Allah understands how I fear this friendship we have is not going to be as strong as it is now.

right now, I'm reminiscing about the days when we danced to the SNSD  Into The New World's choreography. and days when Divine by SNSD was our official song of the house.


gosh, I'm so gonna cry now.














May Allah ease my heart and keep our friendship be as sturdy as it is now. I love you, all of you.

Jah
Izra
Intan
Wani
Sha
Lala
Bev
Sab
Anis
Siti






Till we meet again in Dengkil, sweethearts. 

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Sunday, 16 August 2015

ESOK TEST GRAMMAR!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum...

It has been 2 months and 10 days being as a Tesl-ian dan menghadap ECM depan mata ni. What a sight....painful sight sebab kalau datang sana mesti duit habis. huhuhuhuhuhu

so, esok test grammar dan aku cuak ni sebab bagi aku, grammar ni aku suka and I have to do my very best walaupun susah namatey.

Hmm..ha, last week dalam kelas Reading, I accidentally admitted to having a blog. mulalah lecturer tanya macam2. aduhh malunya. malu sebab dah lama tak update and malu sebab I post my stories here. tapi alhamdulillah, belit punya belit dapatlah I escape soalan bertubi2 pasal blog ni.

So cerita dia, the one and only purpose I decided to have a blog is to post my self-made so-called stories and let the ones who have been enjoying my stories have the freedom to comment and re-read the stories whenever they like. Tu je eh. Bukan nak capap

I haven't been inspired for quite a long period so I couldn't post any more new parts of Nisreen and my fanfic. In shaa Allah, I'm thinking about redoing my drafts since ending Nisreen childish gilaaaaaaa and I hope whoever is reading this pray for the completed series of Nisreen. 

Okay, gtg now. Nak tidur. wish me luck ! 

oh wait, ni gambar housemates. Selamat Hari Raya walaupun Syawal dah habis








Aku yang tak normal tu. Kbye daaa assalamualaikum

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Monday, 29 June 2015

When someone wishes you a happy marriage..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah

Alhamdulillah kelas habis awal harini. Boleh rest. Malam ni boleh buat journal and do some revision. I'm thinking about doing all those things petang ni but it's evening. Brain doesn't really functions well waktu2 begini. Therefore, I decided untuk mencoret sedikit di blog.

Baca tajuk mesti hangpa terkejut an?
Jodoh pertemuan ajal maut di tangan Tuhan. Takde siapa boleh jangka. Takde siapa boleh halang. Aku pun tak sangka dan terkejut gila.

Terkejut bila aku duk berbalas komen dengan sorang kenalan kat Instagram, dia wish aku bahagia dengan someone and hoped that I'll share more stories about us (me and that someone) after we're happily together. Frankly, dia harap aku kawin la dengan someone tu. Aku terkejut lah. Weh, awat hang gini. Takmoh aih aku kecik lagi. Tengok cermin, lempang pipi and by that time I realized yang aku dah 18. Baru 18 tapinya.


Aku gembira tapi sedih sebab deep dalam hati aku, aku rindu sebenarnya dengan someone tu. He's a great friend. I'm adapting myself with a new place so kalau dia ada, I think he'd surely be a great help for me.


Dah takyah nak frust sangat la tittle aku takde kena mengena dengan point aku. Saja buat gempak hahaha ok bye I need to sleep. Malam nanti kena stay up. Got to go first. Daa u ols

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Monday, 15 June 2015

Dunia universiti

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum.

Aku dah masuk menara gading. Dah dalam 2-3 minggu jugak la. Alhamdulillah kampus tak jauh pun dari rumah. Setakat nak balik rumah setiap minggu tu apalah sangat.

Kampus aku tengah bandar. Kiri mall, depan kedai makan berderet and bilik kuliah kat bawah kolej kediaman je. Oh btw, aku tinggal dalam apartment. Seisi rumah ada 12 orang. 3 bilik, 4 orang sebilik. Macam ramai but it's comfortable and ok sebenarnya. Tapi tak bestnya, dah nama duk bandar, makan memang senak la sikit duit because kitorang takde kafe. Nama pun kampus cawangan. 1 batch je ada kat sini. Kitorang takde seniors mahupun juniors. What a life.

Tapi bukan tu main idea karangan berjela aku kalini. Aku cuma nak cakap, segala apa yang aku takutkan sebelum masuk sini, alhamdulillah aku berjaya tangani. Nasib ada secebis iman senipis sel bawang dalam hati. Berjaya didik hati untuk cuba...cuba...cuba jadi baik. Diingatkan, masih mencuba.

Even though nothing seems to be approved yet by anyone, I can feel the difference, between being closed and being far. It requires a lot of efforts and determination but in shaa Allah, if I persevere well, good results will come later. in shaa Allah.

Oklah. class starts at 10.15 a.m. I have to get ready now. I'll update more later, if Allah wills it and please anticipate more writing (ofc in English because i'm a TeSL-ian). Oh, and I'm planning to finish my fanfic so please pray that ideas will flow and I can finish it as soon as possible.

Till then, guys. Adios. 

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Friday, 22 May 2015

A whole new world

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah

A whole new world. U ols must be expecting I nak cerita pasal preparation nak masuk U, takut, berdebar, cuak, tak sanggup and macam2 lagi perasaan bila nak sambung belajar jauh2 ni. Well, malas nak cerita benda obvious. Ofc lah I'd be feeling anxious, nervous, excited and a load more feelings because yeah indeed it'll be a whole new world to me. But nah, let's just skip that 'world'.

Ok for now, I am very scared because u know how they say kau baiklah macamana pun masuk U kau kompem culture shock kalau iman di dada senipis bawang. Kalau kau seorang tetamu tetap Allah pada waktu Dhuha, there's a big possibility u won't do it anymore kat U.

Because u know what, we are what things surround us are. Things can be sorted to culture, lifestyle, habit, mannerism, education, religion and stuffs.

Kalau hang baik gila kat sekolah dulu example hang memang dak lepaih solat jemaah, selalu jadi imam, akak naqibah usrah, pendakwah aktif tarbiah sentap bagai tapi kalau hang balik rumah hang solat Maghrib and Isyak je jemaah, besar kemungkinan hang akan terpengaruh dengan a whole new world of freedom yang akan nampak majestically depan mata kau because u're free from your parents, teachers and family members who always have you under their surveillance.

Bila hang hadap a whole new world yang terbuntang luas ni, tanpa iman tanpa keberkatan tanpa petunjuk Allah hang akan hanyut ditelan arus modenisasi.

Pointnya, berpesan kepada diri sendiri dan semua, jangan tinggal solat dan jangan lupa minta panduan Allah. Kerna jalan Allah itu satu-satunya jalan yang betul dan lurus.


SPOILERS

Who's VIP here? *angkat tangan* me lorh me! A proud VIP! Seriously when I first knew Big Bang from their song Beautiful Hangover, I could not choose a bias but back then, GD caught my eyes but I wasn't a that serious VIP because Big Bang had (and still has) this distinctive fashion styles which were too much (not anymore, I just don't care) for an innocent lamb like me. I did listen to every song and album they produced though and have been loving them ever since.


After Fantastic Baby, Big Bang finally made their comeback and I was excited and nearly died at the moment I watched and listened to the song LOSER. Actually, I sorta have a biased feeling towards Taeyang on the days when he was promoting Eyes, Nose, Lips and that song just stuck in my head like a gum and damn, in Loser, he's a bae and very cool man. I just melted into his cute eye smile and sexy voice.

THEN!!! the old crush slowly creeps in the way and is climbing the chart of my top bias list. GD, why are you so nice and swag and good-looking in the same time? He's funny and multi-talented(ofc undeniably the most talented idol in the industry) and lovely and haaahhh Youngbae-yah I'm sorry but u know, first love is very hard to forget.

There are days when I pluck in my earphone and the MP3 player of the phone plays the song 4:44 a.m by Bang Yongguk. Uh no that feeling again...yep, he's my top bias in B.A.P. He's cool like meh haha kiddin. I can never stop loving this guy.

There are also days when I stream the Youtube channel and watch videos of WIN and Mix&Match programs. Damn it! Where will I put all my winners of WINNER? Yeah, still cannot choose a bias from Winner. I am just in love with all of them. ALL OF THEM. iKON, a group of 7 young men who don't even debut yet tak kalah juga nak menarik hati mak milah yang lemah ni. Sexy Junhoe is no 1 in iKON for me, now. Sexy bhaii suara dia oh his vocal, his figure gosh sexy Junhoe is so delicious.


Saja nak summarize that I'm a proud V.I.P, Inner Circle, Baby and iKON's fan. These guys talents caught my attention first then barulah depa punya appearance such as looks. I'm a type of KPOP fan who doesn't give love easily. Flirt to me with your songs and I'll be yours. Lulz sensual sangat ayat.

 Dah bye ngantuk



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Sunday, 17 May 2015

Hello My Love (Part 6)

Shinhwa High School.


Right after giving a tour of the school to Yanah, Fina goes to the library right after eating her lunch to read a book she borrowed from there. Despite being in the top class, her classmates are so noisy that she isn’t able to focus on her reading in class. So, she prefers to read in the quiet library without any bother from anyone. Fina chooses a table near to a books shelf as it’ll be easier to find more books for reference later. Meanwhile, another person enters the library with the intention to get out from the noisy classroom and focuses on his revison. Coincidently, he chooses a table right beside the another side of the book shelf Fina’s sitting.

Fina: (puts her diary on the book shelf) I’ll definitely finish this book today and wite a review about it in my diary later (whispers alone)
Kyungsoo: (puts his notebook on the book shelf) Haish jinja. Why am I not  understanding this book yet? The English words are so hard

Who would expect that Kyungsoo and Fina own books that look very similar to each other? Time passes so fast that the bell signaling the lunch break’s over is ringing already. In a hurry, Fina quickly grabs her book and diary and runs out of the library quickly so that she won’t be late to the class. It turns out the book she grabbed was not hers. In fact, she grabbed Kyungsoo’s notebook. Alerted of the bell ringing, Kyungsoo too rises from his seat and grabs his notebook and goes out from the library without noticing that his notebook has already mistook by someone.

Fina and Mira’s apartment. Night

Fina has already finished reading her book and about to write a review about it. She takes her bag and searches for her diary.

Fina: (searches) Aha! Found you (takes out her stationary case and takes a pen) What should I write, eh? (opens the first page of the book) Oh? Where’s my picture here? (flips to the other pages) Omo ! Omo! It seems like I mistook someone else’s book. Eottokhe?! What if someone’s reading my diary?! Argh!! (falls from her seat due to extreme shock)

Kyungsoo’s condominium. His room. Night.

Kyungsoo: (frowns) Ma..ma..mammoth? What on earth does it mean? I’d better put this in the notebook (opens his bag and searches for the book) Oh? This is not mine, though? (notices a small signature near the tip of the book, flips through the book) It’s a diary? Whose is this, I wonder?


Kyungsoo continues flipping through the book to find anything to help him identify the owner of the diary. He then accidentally opens the first page of the book that has the owner photo. He immediately smiles viciously. He now has more chance to talk with that girl. It’s not that she’s hard to approach but he’s the one who rarely has the chance to talk with that girl. The girl that grabbed his attention because of her smile on the very first day they entered the high school

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Wednesday, 13 May 2015

Hello My Love (Part 5)

The spring weather is very great this year, thankfully that Fina and Mira have been able to walk on foot to school. This helps them to save some money from transportation fee. However, luck isn’t siding with them today despite the fact it’s the first morning Fina’s able to go to school together with Yanah again after last doing so in middle school. Under the bus station’s roof, Fina and Mira are waiting for Yanah and the bus silently while playing with their smartphones.

Yanah: (runs in the pouring rain) Fina-yah! Mian! Mian! (finally reaches the bus station) Fuh, mianhae eonnie, Fina-yah. I woke up late. Those useless men in the house didn’t wake me up and just went to school by themselves. I shall have my revenge tonight for their irresponsibility (holds her fist)
Fina: (gives Yanah her handkerchief) Yah, look at you. You might catch a cold if you go to school wearing this damp clothes (helps Yanah wipes the water off her uniform)
Yanah: (grins) Annya, gwenchana. I brought this (brings out hair dryer from her bag)
Fina: (surprised) Yah! It’s against the school’s rules (worried face)
Yanah: (sighs) I know, but what can I do. I’ll make sure I won’t be caught (winks)
Fina: (smiles, pushes Yanah’s head a bit)
Yanah: (sits beside Fina)

A few metres from the bus station, another person is running under the downpour, trying really hard to reach the bus station quickly. He finally gets under the roof and wipes the water off his hair and clothes. He seems to be shaking a lot due to being under the rain for quite a long time. Fina looks at the person carefully and thinks hard to remember the identity of that guy. She knows that face but something’s off somewhere.

Fina: (whispers to herself) That guy looks like the class president but he doesn’t have the glasses (scrutinizes the guy) Oh? Wait..but he’s wearing our school uniform?

Finished wiping water, the guy wears his glasses which was kept in his blazer so that they won’t be wet and turns to see if any empty space is available for him to sit. He then recognizes a familiar face who is looking at him.

Kyungsoo: (walks to a girl) Fina-ssi. Annyeong! (smiles)
Fina: Annyeonghaseyo. So you’re really the class president. Sorry I couldn’t recognizes you earlier (bows slightly)
Kyungsoo: (smiles) Annya gwenchana. I didn’t have my glasses on. But, I haven’t seen you wait for the bus here before. Are you living nearby?
Fina: Ne, I live in that building (pointing to her house). I usually walks to school with my sister to save some cost (grins)
Kyungsoo: Oh, I see. No wonder (leans his back to a pole as there is no place to sit)
Fina: How about you? Do you live nearby too? Do you always take bus to school?
Kyungsoo: Ne, my parents’ condominium is on the 5th level (points to the condominium complex opposite to the apartment building)
Fina: Oh I see (smiles)

Both students suddenly stop talking and turns their heads to opposite directions. Both are so silent for a while for no reason.

Yanah: (sees the situation from the beginning, curious of the identity of that guy) Fina-yah (pokes Fina) Who’s that guy? (whispers)
Fina: (whispers) My classmate. He’s the one who snatched the top rank in class from me
Yanah: (shocked) He’s that genius you’re talking about? (says out loud)
Fina: (closes Yanah’s mouth with her hands) Yah! Shikkereo! He might hear us (lets go her hand from Yanah’s mouth) Ne, he’s that genius. I don’t know he lives near to our house
Yanah: Daebak daebak! (excited) He’s a genius and good-looking chaebol. Ah, perfection (admires)
Mira: The world is so unfair. On the other hand,we have no money, no look and only depend on our brains to have a better life in future.
Fina: I know, right eonnie? I envy him (sneaks a peek at Kyungsoo)
Yanah: (suddenly sad) Good for both of you to have smart brains. Here I am, stupid, ugly and a beggar. What a sad life (pretends to wipe her tears)

Fina and Mira stand up and simultaneously hit Yanah on head for her pathetic act. Both of them then head to the bus that arrived a moment earlier.

 


Yanah: Yah! Wait for me! (runs to the bus)


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Tuesday, 12 May 2015

Hello My Love (Part 4)

Baekhyun: (smirks and enters the house) Her sister must be insane

Baekhyun’s apartment.

Man: (gets up from lying on couch) What took you so long? I almost fall asleep waiting for you
Baekhyun: (closes the door) I encountered a problem in front of the elevator. It’s nothing big anyway (puts the box in his room)
Man: (nods) Oh okay.
Girl: (yells from the kitchen) Suho oppa! Is Baekhyun oppa home? Let’s eat then! The ramyun’s ready!
Suho: (yells back) Arasso! We’re coming! (gets up from the couch and goes to Baekhyun’s room) Baekhyun-yah. Let’s go eat.  Yanah has called for us
Baekhyun: (runs to the kitchen) Ramyun-ah!!! Oppa’s comingggg!!

Fina and Mira’s apartment

Mira: (still mad) Aish jinja that ahjussi..(stomps her feet to her room)
Fina: (closes the door) Eonni eonni gwenchana? Do you want to eat? (yells from the living room and heads to the kitchen)
Mira: Anya twesseo. I wanna go to sleep already (changes clothes)
Fina: (whispers alone) Why do I think that the previous man looks familiar? Have I seen him before? I think I’ve seen that face somewhere (takes a mug and drinks water)

Fina’s handphone suddenly rings the song Call Me Baby by a boy band group named EXO,  waking her up from her wonders.

Fina: (looks at the contact’s name, grins happily and picks up the call) Hello hello uri chingu! Yanah-yah! Bogoshiposseo! (squealed)
Yanah: Nado nado!! Aigoo you brat. You didn’t call me for 5 days.
Fina: Yah, mianhae. I was very busy with homeworks. I was very upset with my last examination’s result (lies on her bed)
Yanah: (a bit surprised) Waeyo waeyo? Don’t tell me me you didn’t get A for all subjects.You’re the smartest in our school
Fina: Annya, it’s not that. It’s just...well, I didn’t get the top rank in my class.
Yanah: No way! There’s someone who’s smarter than you? Daebak daebak!! How genius she is, I wonder (excited, totally surprised face)
Fina: HE is very good. I mean, he got 100 for everything. What did he eat, eh? I seriously cannot understand with such intelligence
Yanah: It’s HE? Omo, yah. He must be hot, isn’t he? I bet he’s popular with the girls. Omo omo! I’m very excited! Cannot wait till I see him by myself
Fina: (laughs) What are you talking about? You’re not even here. How can you see his face?
Yanah: (pauses for a second) Erm, honestly, I have something to tell you. That’s the reason why I called
Fina: (quickly gets up and sits down to listen properly) What is it? I know you have something interesting in your pocket. You just can’t live without telling me everything
Yanah: (laughs) Hahaha you know me too well, Fina. Well, actually I can see that boy you’re talking about tomorrow
Fina: (in daze) What do you mean by that?
Yanah: I mean, I can really see the boy you said is a genius starting from tomorrow because I’m going to Shinhwa High School
Fina: (screams and jumps around the room) Yayyyyy!!!!! You meant you got that sport scholarship? Yahh! Chulkahaeee!!!!! We’re going to meet at school! Ah!!! Nomu choa!!!
Yanah: (puts away her phone from her ear as Fina screams) Yah! It’s night! Noisy, you know.
Fina: (stop screaming) Yah why didn’t you tell me earlier. I should’ve invite you to stay with us.
Yanah: (smirks) Annya, twesseo. I’m very close to you right now anyway.
Fina: (in disbelief) Oh, jinja? Where are you staying? The condominium building across the road is the nearest neighbourhood. It’s not possible you’re staying there, right? (shakes her head)Annya, annya it’s too much money to be spent on a house. So where are you staying?
Yanah: Go to the balcony. You can see me from there

Fina jumps on her feet and runs to the balcony outside the living room. She has her mouth open in disbelief again when she sees Yanah, standing on the balcony right next to her house, waving at her with a smile on her face

Fina: (hangs up the call) Yahhh! Yanah-yah!!!
Yanah: Fina-yah! I’m very close, right?
Fina: (turns around, searching for any trash to throw at Yanah) Yah! You brat! You naughty thing. How could you do this to me? Not telling anything, popping out of the house next door out of sudden. You act like a ghost, you know? (tries to grab Yanah’s hair but couldn’t reach)
Yanah: (mehrong, steps back a bit) I just wanted to surprise you. But still, I am in 2nd class. The athlete’s class (pretends to be sad) I got my scholarship thanks to my talent in chess anyway.
Fina: Annya gwenchana..my class is next to yours. We can always eat together during breaks (grins happily) Geundae...I just met with a guy saying that he’s staying at that house (pointing to Yanah’s house)
Yanah: You mean the one who carried a big box?
Fina: (nods aggresively) Ne! That’s correct. Byun Baekhyun, if I’m not mistaken.
Yanah: (smiles) Yah, did you forget? He’s my cousin. The one who is in the same school as my brother. They’re in a band together at school. Don’t you remember?
Fina: (smacks her forehead) Ah! No wonder I felt like I've seen him somewhere before. He’s your cousin! So you mean he doesn’t stay at the school’s hostel anymore?
Yanah: (nods) Ne. With my brother. Both are living with me in the house
Fina: Whoa lucky you to have two oppas to protect you (in awe)
Yanah: (sighs) Forget it. It’s a lot of work being the only girl in the house (reminded of house chores she had to do) Anyway, what time is it now? Why are you still awake?
Fina: I was doing my revision but I think I’m tired already. It’s very cold outside here. Don’t you want to sleep? (blows on her hands)
Yanah: Ne. I think it’s very cold too. Let’s sleep. I wanna wake up early and go to school with you
Fina: That is a must! Arasso, then let’s meet tomorrow in front of the door. Jaljayo! (waves)
Yanah: Ne, aratta. Jaljayo! (waves back)



The two best friends since childhood quickly enter their house as the night’s weather is getting chilly outside. 

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Thursday, 7 May 2015

Hello My Love! (Part 3)

Spring. Night. The sibling’s apartment

Fina is doing her revision for today’s topic when a loud noise from outside disturbs her concentration. She looks for the source of the sound from the window in her room. There are a few men unloading stuffs from a vehicle outside next door. Fina wonders if anyone is moving in tonight as the house has been empty about a month ago.

Meanwhile, Mira has finished her part-time work and is heading back home when she suddenly bumps onto a man who’s holding a big box  when she walks out the elevator. Both fall and things inside the box  are scattered everywhere.

Mira: (touches her knees in pain) Auchh..appo (lifts her head) chogiyo, didn’t u see me earlier? Why did you hit me? 
Man: (stands up, both hands on his waist) Chogiyo, ahjumma. You’re the one who hit me . You should watch people coming in when you’re getting out of the elevator.
Mira: (struggles to stand up, manages to do it) Ahjumma?! Chogiyo ahjussi, next time make sure the box isn’t too big so that it won’t block your view and cause you to bump into people (brushes the dust off her denim pants)
Man: Ahjussi?! Yah!

Fina who heard her sister’s voice after wondering about the person who’s moving next door runs to her sister to stop the argument.

Fina: (worries) Eonnie, waeyo?
Mira: (pissed off) Aish nan molla. This ahjussi bumped onto me and said it was my fault
Man: (furious) It’s true! She’s the one who didn’t see I was coming into the elevator and just dashed out from the elevator.
Mira: Yah! Anni-janha!
Fina: Heumanne eonnie (stops her sister, turns to the man) chosuomnida. My sister must’ve been tired after working hard since afternoon
Mira: (stops her sister from bowing) Hajima Fina-yah
Fina: (stops bowing and picking up the scattered things, puts inside the box)
Man: (lifts the box after Fina’s done helping him picking up his stuffs) Kamsahamnida. I shall have this placed in my place now. Till then (bows and set off)
Fina: (bows a few times) Annya, it’s nothing. Chosuomnida again. (turns to Mira) Let’s go back home

Fina thought it’s over already about her sister and the unknown man when she finally realizes it’s not  as they finds out that the man is their new neighbour.

Fina: Chogi, Mr. Are you moving into this place today? (points to the door next to their house)
Man: (nods) Ne, you’re right.
Fina: (smiles ) Aigoo,  I guess we’re neighbours then. My house is next door.
Man: (surprised) Jinja? It’s good then. Too bad our first meeting is not impressive. Anyway, let me introduce myself. Byun Baekhyun, a high school senior in Kirin Art School
Fina: (bows) Oh, so you’re an oppa. Annyeonghaseyo, A Fina imnida. This is my sister, A Mira. We live together. She’s the same age as you.
Baekhyun: Oh really? (glances at Mira) I thought she’s a college student. She looks old (smirks)
Mira: (turns to Baekhyun, furious) What do you mean by that? You’re the one who’s like a harabeoji. Having a bad sight and bumping into people. Aigoo eottokhe? You should have your eyes checked (smirks)
Baekhyun: (furious) Mworago?

Fina: (pushes her sister into the house) Aigoo wae re eonnie..jinja. (turns back to Baekhyun) Chosuomnida. She didn’t mean any of the words. Don’t take it to your hearts. Anyway, nice meeting you. I have to continue my revision. Please do tell us if you need any help? Okay? Till then (bows and goes inside the house)

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Hello My Love (Part 2)

Spring. Afternoon. Fina’s class

The whole class of 1-1 is noisy after coming back from the lunch break.A teacher enters and everyone starts to lower the volume of their voices. The students quickly go to their seats and stand up to greet the teacher.

Teacher: Annya, gwenchana. You may sit down (fixes her glasses)

Everyone sits down

Teacher: Cha..today, I have your examination’s result with me.
Class 1-1: Woooo!!! (excited)
Teacher: (continues) And also, we’re going to appoint the class president based on this result
Class 1-1: Wooo!!!! (louder cheers)
Teacher: Cha now, let’s start with the lowest mark. Kim Soyoung, Lee Ji Eun...(calls students name)

Those who are called go to the front to take their result from the teacher. Fina waits patiently as she hopes to get the highest mark as she usually did in the middle school days

Teacher: Cha..ije..we have 2 last names which one of them has the highest mark and will be appointed as the class president. It’s betweeen A Fina and Do Kyungsoo. Which of them will be the class president, I wonder? (grins, teasing the whole class)The second highest mark belong s to........A Fina. Please take your result

Fina walked to the front, looking devastated as she’s already failed to obtain the highest mark in the class

Teacher: So this means Do Kyungsoo has the highest mark for this examination and is appointed to be the class president. Give him a big hand (claps)
Class 1-1: (cheer and applause for him)
Teacher: So, Do Kyungsoo. I hope you’ll take the responsibility with an open heart,hmm? (smiles at Kyungsoo) That’s all from me (leaves the class)

Many of the girls in the class swirm Kyungsoo’s place, taking chances to congratulate him

Girl 1: (grins annoyingly) Kyungsoo-yah. Chulkahae for being the class president
Kyungsoo: (scratches his neck, shyly smiles) Ne, kamsahamnida
Girls: (squealed) Omo! He smiled at me!!

Despite all the girls surrounding him, Kyungsoo is trying to look behind him and searching for someone. That person who’s the only one not being able to congratulate him and had a sour face taking her result earlier.

Kyungsoo: (wonders) Did she really want to be the class president that badly? Is she upset? Ah..these girls are blocking my view. I cannot see her face

Meanwhile, Fina’s already throwing her sight to the empty vast soccer field outside of the window. This is the main reason she loves sitting next to the window. The sight from the outside sometimes calms her and make her happy again. It’s not that she’s not happy with her marks. She’s just afraid that not being able to be the top in her class might affect her scholarship. Her sister once got the third place in the class in an examination and bawled her eyes out, scared of the thought of losing the scholarship. They don’t come from a well off family. Without scholarship, it’ll be hard for Mira who’s already have to work part time to earn money to support their living expenses. It’s not that they have no family who can help them .It’s just too hard for her sister and Fina to ask for money from their parents. They’re indeed mature and independent  for such young ages.

The last period of class’s bell rings means the school time’s over. The tired students of Shinhwa High School are excited to go home, as usual.
Fina is going down the stairs, alone, upset of the thoughts of telling her sister about her result later. Without realizing, someone has been following Fina since she got out from the class.

Kyungsoo: Cho..chogiyo..Fina, am I right? (stops Fina and stands in front of her)
Fina: (lifts her head) Ne, you’re right (analizes the face in front of her)  Ah, class president. May I help you?
Kyungsoo: (shakes his head in denial)  Anya, it’s nothing. I just wanna ask something. May I? (feeling anxious)
Fina: (frowns) Yes, of course. What is it?
Kyungsoo: Erm..you were upset earlier, right? If you want to be class president, I can ask the teacher about it (fixes his glasses)
Fina: (giggles) Haha anieyo. I don’t want the title. I was just upset of not getting the top rank in the class
Kyungsoo: (relieved, smiles) Ah..I see...then (about to ask something)
Fina: (look at her watch, cuts off Kyungsoo’s words) I have to go back now. I have to prepare food for my sister. She has to go to work after school. Till then, annyeong (waves at Kyungsoo and runs down the stairs)

Kyungsoo: Ah, ne. Sure. Annyeong (surprised and waves back) She’s interesting..(grins and walks down the stairs)

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Hello My Love (Part 1)

In the middle of the busy Seoul city, two girls are living their usual life as teenagers that work hard to be the best students and make their parents proud and not regretting the decision to allow them living by themselves in a small apartment.

Spring. Morning. The siblings’ apartment. Weekend

Mira: (couch surfing, yells) Fina-yah, you make breakfast today
Fina: (just woke up and walking out from her room, sleepy) Yah..mwoya. It was me yesterday. You do it today (sit on the couch)
Mira: Aigoo you brat. So meticulous. (leaves the couch and walking to the kitchen) I’ll just make a sandwich for each of us. (starts looking for ingredients in the kitchen) Anyway, how ‘s the first semester examination? Are you confident?
Fina: I don’t know. It’s been only a few months being in the school. I still don’t know who are my rivals and what are their potentials. Let’s just wait and see first (changing channels) How about you?
Mira: (frying eggs) I’m going to kill myself if I don’t get the first place this time. Look at these dark circles. I studied really hard.
Fina: (look at her sister’s face and laughs) You sure did. You look like a panda now. You’d better take a good care of your skin or omma won’t notice you when we visit her later
Mira: (touches her skin) Of course I have to. Or else Sehun won’t fall for me
Fina: (shakes her head) Stop it. I don’t want a brother in-law who’s the same age as me



Spring. Morning. Shinhwa High School.

A group of boys are practicing basketball in the gym. There are a few girls who sneakily peeking the practice from outside of the gym. A teacher saw them and told them off.


Chanyeol: Ya Sehun-ah, did you see those girls? (taking a break from the practice)
Sehun: (glances at the gym’s door) Ani, what girls?
Chanyeol: There were a few girls peeking at us practicing. I bet they’re watching you (smirks)
Sehun: Annya(wipes his sweat) What are you talking about..They’re watching Jung In-hyung. He was cool when he shot the three points goal (throws a bottle of mineral water to Jung In who’s coming to them)
Jung In: (opens the bottle’s cap) Did you mention my name? Wae? Anything to ask? (drinks the water)
Sehun: Chanyeol-hyung said there were girls watching us practice earlier but left already.
Jung In: They must be watching you then (smiles)
Sehun: What are you talking about? I don’t think so (blushes)
Jung In: Of course they were. You are the newbie here. New kids always get famous (drinks again)
Chanyeol: Or maybe because Shinhwa Basketball team is famous that they are interested in your talent. Wanna see if your talent match to our standard (serious face)
Sehun: (stutters) I..I’ll work harder. I’ll make sure my talent match to this team standard

Jung In and Chanyeol laugh

Chanyeol: Don’t be scared. We’re just joking. Why would we choose a freshman to be in the team if he’s not good? (places his hand on Sehun’s shoulder)
Jung In: (nods) He’s right. We’re also here anyway.We’ll help you. That’s the function of seniors(grins) Cha, haja..let’s start practicing again
Sehun: (smiles brightly and nods)



 Shinhwa High School, as grand as its name, Shinhwa is a prestigous private school which excels in everything including academic, arts and sports. Many students from all over the country try hard to enter the school but the students quota is very limited. Only talented students are chosen. Fina and Mira didn’t know anything about the school 3 years ago. They just studied and did well in the middle school and Mira was offered to enter Shinhwa High School with an academic scholarship. Fina followed her sister’s step 2 years later and was offered to enter Shinhwa High School with an academic scholarship too. Mira who travelled back and forth from her parents’ house in Incheon decided to rent a small apartment near to the school and live with her sister so it’d be easier for both girls to go to school and focus on their studies.

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Beauty

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim



Assalamualaikum guys

Harini cuti hari hol negeri Pahang. Serunuk lah aku kerja 2 hari je dalam seminggu ni. Haha.

Anyway..result UPU dah keluar. Andddd aku berjaya lah dapat apa yang aku nak sangat. Alhamdulillah. Kedengaran jugalah suara dolphin menggegar Desa Bidara bila aku menjerit gembira. Ahaks..


Sibuklah budak-budak dalam group WhatsApp kelas Nilam 1 bertanya khabar berita UPU masing-masing.

Aku, Yiyin dan Maknanot memang jauh terpisah. U masing-masing berbeza. Tapi belum tentu lagi tempat. Maybe Kuantan je belaka? Boleh ah cinema sokmo aku cerita diaa..


Menginjak ke umur 18 tahun 4 bulan, aku dah mula diusik dengan kahwin, jadi menantu, anak dara bla bla bla bagai.

Tapi aku malas cara lagi hal-hal tu. Sorry, tak teringin. Tapi bab jadi anak dara, aku dah mula ambil tahu. Macam kemas rumah, aku dah boleh bangga. Jaga budak, hmm boleh tahan. Memasak, kbye dulu for now.

Appearance, aku masih fail. Tak reti lah nak berfesyen yang simple yet still attractive. Maklumlah kita wanita Muslimah. Tak perlu lah over

So cerita dia aku pun melayan beauty shows and consider a lot of skin products untuk dipakai. But still for the time being, I've done nothing to my skin.

Mommy dan Diyanah said takpayah pakai2 sangatlah. Kang rosak muka. Aku/Ibu elok je tak pakai apa-apa and I was like, diam semua!!! korang cantik putih aku tak.

So, azam aku tahun ni nak jadi a lady. Bright personality but masih cantik di mata ladies yang lain. Ya, aku tak cara pun pasal pandangan lelaki.

Hahaha ok dah bye. Nak cakap aku ada crush baru. Siapa?

Sshh rahsia.



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Friday, 17 April 2015

Awak, awak...nah untuk awak

Ada dua jenis memaafkan


Satu, aku terima maaf kau. Tak apa, mari buka buku baru dan lupakan perkara yang dah berlalu

Dua, aku terima maaf kau. Jadi sekarang kau boleh blah dari hidup aku


Untuk kau dan kawan baik kau sampai mati tu, yang kedua.

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Thursday, 16 April 2015

Practicingggggg~~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah

I am now two days away from the nerve-wrecking UiTM TeSL interview. I am having mixed feelings, for sure. I am very nervous as this is a very important moment in my life like, I have been waiting for this opportunity since I decided to further study in TeSL course when I was 16. The butterflies in my stomach have been breeding in quite a high rate. Nevertheless, I am feeling really exhilarated over the thoughts of being able to test my ability and talent in English.

I am not a good writer, honestly as I often got strayed from my main point into my beyond-sky imaginations as I write stories thus explain why I prefer writing factual, argumentative and opinion-based essays. However, my lack of vocabulary and of course, my over-emphasized sentences are never disappointing in making people cringe. Well, that preference do not do any help in making me a good writer anyway. I do love write stories in Malay language, ironically, and people love it. Well, at least to those people who had already read them. I guess both languages have different ways to appeal to readers as they are totally opposite yet beautiful languages in their own style. This difference got me feeling that I have to master both languages in order to be able to show my ability to write stories in both languages as well to improve my weaknesses.

I am positive I can learn a lot and improve myself in an astounding pace if I am given the opportunity to study TeSL as I tend to do a great job in things I enjoy which is perfect because I have been loving English since I was in primary school.

Tracking down my history of the moments I first started to fall in love with English, it is almost impossible to do so as I have been loving this since I was very young. Being a student that participated in almost every competition, I loved to try out new things and always being picked to represent my school because of my confidence. That confidence was very well developed by my kindergarten teachers when I was asked to do a performance on the day of award of excellence in the kindergarten. It was a story-telling performance and the story is in English. Getting applause on that day made me feel confident in English. After that, I started to whine at my parents to buy me fairy tales, fables and dictionary and subscribe to the English cartoons channels so that I can enjoy more fun in English. As a result of the confidence and exposure to English, I participated in a lot of English competition such as public speaking, essay writing and drama acting.

Another factor that I think was a big reason why I came to love English is because all my English teachers since kindergarten up to secondary school were very fun and lovely teachers. They had this charisma and blinding-aura that made me look forward to my English classes. I love my English teachers so much that I decided to become one when I was 16.

 In fact, my best friend is an English teacher. We share so much things in common and we have similar taste and thoughts not to leave our weird, childish personalities that make us understand each other way too well. This friend of mine is also another reason why I decided to study TeSL. She have been really determined in encouraging me to study TeSL so that I can enjoy the great days she had when she was studying.

Although I do not think I am any better than anyone else, I am very eager and determine to pursue my dream as an English teacher because this is what I love. I hope I will pass the interview and able to study TeSL and be a fun, joyful and charismatic English teacher in future.

Sampai sini saja practice saya. Esok buat lagi, Ok daa nite assalamualaikum

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Wednesday, 15 April 2015

Interview yooo!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum

Sabtu interview TeSL kat UiTM Kuantan. Finally, I am a step closer to my dream. Eottokhe?!!!

Nervous gila baq ang. Dah start buat research, try menulis2 balik essay and ofc, start practice speaking. Yang penting tu time kau interview tu. Try to leave a good impression. U'll be calmer and can answer the questions easily. Eceh..cakap lebat

Lepastu teringat, teacher ada tegur awat Nisreen hang dak siap lagi dari tahun 2013 lagi ha. Den pun hurm alamak canne ek...kena rombak balik draft. Remake the ending. Edit part immature.

Duh. Abaikan lah der. Pikir Sabtu ni penting


Ok got to go bye nite assalamualaikum

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Wednesday, 1 April 2015

Jendela Hati (Part 10)

~assalamualaikum~
waalaikumussalam
~buat apa tu?~
baru lepas siapkan homework. kenapa?
~dalam bilik yang gelap tu? macamana boleh nampak?~

Aina tergamam seketika. Bagaimana dia mengetahui bahawa Aina sedang berada dalam gelap? Dadanya berdegup kencang. Peluh sejuk mula membasahi dahinya. Dilihatnya keadaan sekitar. Senyap. Jam sudah menunjukkan angka 12. Memang patut keadaan di situ sepi sekali. Hanya kedengaran dengkuran halus dari katil-katil yang berhampiran. Aina memandang ke arah bulan yang terselindung di sebalik awan. Tiba-tiba, idea untuk mengorek identiti si 'Misteri' menjengah ke mindanya. Segera dicapainya tudung dan telefon bimbitnya lalu menyorok di sisi tingkap berdekatan. Matanya melilau mencari tempat yang sesuai untuk dipasang 'perangkap'nya.

mata saya terang lagi. lagipun cahaya bulan terang. tambah lagi ada lampu jalan kat sini
~bulan terang? apa yang awak merepek ni? kelam je. lagipun mana ada lampu jalan dekat dengan bilik awak tu~

Balasan yang diterima oleh Aina bertepatan dengan apa yang diharapkan. Langkah seterusnya diatur. Laju tangannya menekan kekunci di telefon bimbit.

mana awak tahu? cuba tengok bulan kat luar, betul-betul terang

Aina tersenyum di sebalik kegelapan biliknya. Ternyata, perangkapnya mengena. Dari arah pandangan Aina, kelihatan kelibat seseorang yang datangnya dari sebuah rumah berhampiran dengan sekolah menuju ke arah tingkap. Sebaik sahaja terpandang si 'Misteri' menjenguk ke luar tingkap untuk melihat bulan, serentak mulut serta matanya terbuka luas. 'Misteri' yang tidak berbaju dan hanya memakai seluar pendek melihat-lihat ke luar seketika dan duduk di atas birai jendela yang terbuka luas.

"Anuar?!" teriaknya dalam hati. Matanya dikelip-kelip serta digosok-gosok beberapa kali. Seakan tidak percaya dengan pandangannya sendiri, Aina mendail nombor si 'Misteri' dan membuat panggilan untuk pertama kalinya. Memang benar, dari jauh kelihatan skrin telefon bimbit lelaki itu menyala-nyala. Memang tidak syak lagi. Kesan parut yang terdapat di tangan kiri lelaki itu menguatkan lagi bukti yang sudah berada di hadapan matanya itu.

"Hello, assalamualaikum" kedengaran suara menjawab panggilan telefon.

"Waalaikumussalam. Erm...Tak apa ke saya telefon tiba-tiba ni?"  Aina memulakan bicara sambil cuba untuk menenangkan dirinya.

"Tak apa. Esok kan cuti. Awak tak tidur lagi ke?" balas Anuar tanpa mengesyaki apa-apa pun.

"Belum, tengah tatap bulan. Cuma bulan hari ni tak pakai bajulah pulak" ujar Aina sambil tergelak kecil.

"Hah? Bulan? Tapi.. Awak nampak saya ke? Tak mungkin! Maksud awak..? "kata-kata Anuar terhenti
sebaik sahaja terpandang seseorang yang sedang mengintainya dari celahan tingkap.

"Ya, Aina dah tahu. Pandai Nua berlakon ya" Aina mengiakan kata-kata lelaki itu diiringi dengan perbuatan yang selama ini menjadi trademarknya iaitu dengan menjelir lidah tanda mengejek.

"Mestilah, kalau tak bukan Hang Tuah namanya ni" ujar Anuar dengan yakin lantas membalas perbuatan Aina dengan melakukan aksi yang sama.

"Akhirnya terkantoi juga. Pandai Aina selidik ya, ingat nak beritahu esok sewaktu jamuan budak-budak teater" sambungnya lagi.

"Bukan Aina yang pandai. Nua yang tak hati-hati. Kan dah terkantoi. Hihihi..." tukas Aina menafikan kata-kata Anuar.

"Cantik.."sepatah kata terpacul keluar dari mulut Anuar tatkala melihat senyuman Aina.

"Cantik? Siapa cantik?" Aina menyoal, hairan dengan kata Anuar sebentar tadi.

"Tak. Tak ada apa-apa. Aina, esok masa jamuan...janganlah buat dingin dengan Nua. Nua rasa janggal. Aina tak pernah senyum pada Nua masa latihan teater. Sekurang-kurangnya senyumlah pada Nua esok" pinta Anuar, cuba untuk mengalih topik.

Aina tidak menjawab. Ditunjuknya signal 'ok' dari tingkap biliknya. Tanpa sebarang isyarat, Aina mematikan telefon bimbitnya. Dia tidak mahu tahu segala-galanya hari ini. 'Esok masih ada, akan aku paksa dia cerita segalanya' azam Aina dalam hati. Lambaian diberikan dan segera dia berlalu ke katilnya. Tudung dibuka dan badan direbahkan. Seketika kemudian, matanya terlelap. Tidurnya lena dibuai mimpi indah. Masakan tidak, peminat 'misteri' nya sudah diketahui identiti. Malam semakin pekat dan sepi dihiasi bintang di langit.

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