Lyeanna Wana Official Blog lyeanna wana: December 2013

Tuesday 24 December 2013

gedebush gedebush gedebang pum pum bang bang

Assalamualaikum
title pelik kan? that describes well how i'm feeling right now

Orang kata hati ini berbolak balik sifatnya. Hati saya? Lagilah berbolak balik malahan mudah dibadai ombak perasaan.

Dua tiga salah faham saya fikir positif. Tiga empat saya dah mula lelah...dan kecewa. Pengakhirannya? Saya beralih arah..hati yang pada mulanya terlalu sayang dan cinta terpaksa melepaskan...

Yang baru tak seindah yang diimpi..setiap hubungan itu pasti diduga. lautan persahabatan yang perlu kami semua lalui tak mudah. dalam meniti usia kematangan kami perlukan sokongan serta kegembiraan. benar..tak mudah.

Luka lama dek yang namanya PERSAHABATAN di hati saya tiada siapa yang tahu. hatta yang paling dekat serta yang biasa menyimpan rahsia di kalbu pun tak tahu..

I LOVE WHAT WE CALL FRIENDSHIPS..
NO MATTER HOW HARD SOMEONE IS CRYING, 
THERE'LL BE ALWAYS SOME OTHERS WHO WILL MAKE JOKES AND ENCOURAGE EACH OTHER

do I need to distinct myself so that I can know how much do I value to those who announced that they love me?



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Saturday 21 December 2013

Jemaah Masturat

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Assalamualaikum

Semalam saya, adik saya Diyanah dan 2 orang rakannya Fina yang juga adik Amir dan Akmar join jemaah tabligh yang datang dari Miri. Alhamdulillah, walaupun cuma sehari tapi cukup bermanfaat.

dalam ramai-ramai jemaah itu, pandangan saya sangat-sangat tertarik kepada seorang jemaah yang berbaju kurung hijau. berbadan sedikit berisi. saya pandang lama. kadang-kadang pandangan dialih tapi kerap kali saya memandangnya. wajahnya sangat keanak-anakan. muda. dalam fikiran saya,

Mesti dia ni anak salah seorang jemaah kat sini. untungnya boleh keluar pada usia mudaa..
However, setelah ditoleh kiri kanan dan hints dicari saya tidak dapat mencari sesiapa dalam kalangan jemaah yang berkemungkinan besar menjadi ibunya. hairan terdetik dalam fikiran saya. tiba-tiba pandangan saya terpaling ke arah tangan kanan jemaah itu. CINCIN! seriously saya terkejut. namun saya simpan dahulu perasaan itu sebab mungkin dia baby-face sedangkan umurnya sudah cukup sesuai untuk kahwin. husnudzon..

Kebetulan Fina dan Akmar 1 group dengan jemaah tersebut semasa halaqoh. saya tanya umurnya kepada mereka..19. Teacher Shima mengiyakan. Subhanallah. dia jumpa jodohnya pada usia muda.

dalam hati, saya cukup iri hati dengan peluangnya yang dapat mendekati Allah pada usia yang cukup muda.

Me: Seriously teacher? Wow, 19 tu.
teacher: Kan? Awak nak saya doakan?
Me: Uish agak-agaklah..

balik rumah, saya terfikir. alangkah bertuahnya saya jika turut diberikan peluang keluar jemaah pada usia muda dengan cara dapat bertemu jodoh awal. tapi...ukur baju di badan sendiri. sedar-sedarlah diri. saya tak matang lagi :)

kbye. :)



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Monday 16 December 2013

Pada suatu ketika di alam fantasi...

*Ini berlaku di alam khayalan. Di mana yang manis ditaburkan dan tak mungkin terjadi di dunia realiti*

East High School is holding a festival to celebrate the Independence Day that will be approaching soon. The school is crowded with students, teachers and visitors who come to watch performances and competitions.

Suzy and Tina walked into the school with anxiety. Suzy feels a slight growl in her stomach which means she's nervous. She knows a few people from the school. In fact, the whole school seems like to know her very well with the glares and stares from the students. She's well prepared for this. She's here for a competition, not a fight. Suzy and Tina are the participants from West High School for poems recitation competition. The school is supposedly to only send a participant  for the competition but Suzy caught a fever a few days before the competition day. Tina is there to replace her if her condition turns out to be worse.

Suddenly, two boys appears in front of Suzy and Tina whilst they're heading to the competition venue.

"Oh no, I just wished not to meet him and here he is" Suzy whispers to Tina.

Tina sighs. She knows about Suzy and that boy. Honestly she's excited to meet someone she knows at a stranger's place but being in Suzy's position, she hesitates for a couple of moments to either greet him with a smile or coldly ask him to stay away from her and Suzy.

"Hi! Wow, the strongest competitor is here!" exclaimed the boy named Alex. His face is bright with smile and delights. He's way too excited he cannot hide his expression.

"Hi! I just thought about you and here you are. Are you in this(the competition) too?" Tina was about to say something to reply Alex's greeting when Suzy suddenly cut her way.

 Tina peeks a glance at Suzy. She's acting cool and faking smile. Tina knows how bad Suzy wishes to never meet him in that school even by coincidence so Alex won't act warm towards her and people will stop staring at her. Alex's popularity at the school is not a joke. Suzy who is officially a girlfriend of Alex for a year has been receiving hates and dislike from Alex's fans. She had only listened to stories Suzy told her before this but it is now proven true by the time she and Suzy enters the school's gate. Even right now, a few girls keep staring at them and whispering to themselves.

"Me? Hell no! But I can show you the venue. Come, follow us" Alex gives signs to his friend who's beside him and they starts heading to somewhere. Without having any choice, the two girls followed.

It's finally Suzy's turn to recite the poems. She breathes in slowly and gathers courage so that she'd do her best onstage and makes her school proud of her. She's actually quite confident for the competition but seeing Alex down the stage rooting her with a huge grin on his face makes her stomach growls harder. The moments the music starts playing, she recites the poem. It is a deep, melancholy yet full of spirit poem to wake the younger generations up from being ignorance about the country. She does her best until suddenly...her sight turns black.

Suzy faints. Her poem is nearly ending when a headache strikes her and makes her collapses on the stage. Tina rushes on the stage and carries Suzy down with the help of three other female students. Many students gather but luckily a teacher blocks them and helps Suzy to be carried to the nurse room.

Suzy is placed on a bed in the room. The teacher who helped them earlier volunteers to find the teacher in charge of them, Miss Lynn. Tina shows her gratitude to the students who helped her and only ask for a towel and a bowl of water because she knows Suzy collapsed due to nervousness, not her fever. It is nothing serious.

15 minutes later, Suzy finally regains her consciousness. She bursts into tears because she is certain that she's going to lose the competition. Tina calms her and gives her a few comforting words. When Suzy's ready, they head out of the room and go to the competition venue.

No one is there. Tina feels weird. She asks Suzy to sit there while she goes searching for Miss Lynn. Suddenly, Suzy's hand is grabbed fiercely to the stage. Feeling weak, she can only follow. She knows it is Alex. She knows Alex's mad because she didn't take care of her health. Then, she's seated on the stage.

Without any notice, Alex puts his face near Suzy's. She's so shocked that she immediately holds someone's hand beside her. It turns out to be Alex putting out dirt from Suzy's hair. Suzy looks around. People are gathering and staring at them. She turns her head to look at the owner of a hand she's holding. It is the boy from earlier who was with Alex when they met in front of the school.

Surprises keeps appearing. Alex suddenly gives Suzy two tablets of medication and puts them on Suzy's mouth.

"What are you doing? People are staring!" Suzy resists the medicines and starts to cry.

"Let them be. Eat this!" said Alex, strictly. Suzy shakes her head. She doesn't like medicines.

Suzy's action turns out to be be an instigator to Alex's wrath. He forced the medicines into Suzy's mouth and makes her drink the water in a bottle he brought with him.

Suzy's feelings are mixed. She, holding someone's hand is wrong. She, being taken care by Alex is way more wrong. She doesn't know how to act. She just keep apologizing and crying all way long.

bagi gambar sikit supaya jelas imaginasi korang ya


The end.

Sebenarnya ni mimpi aku. Cumanya ia telah ditukar watak serta environment bersesuaian dengan scenes yang berlaku. Sedang mencari hikmah di sebalik mimpi sepelik ini. Semoga ini cuma permainan syaitan. Yang sedihnya gua mimpi tapi haram muka gua tak dak!! k bye

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Friday 6 December 2013

Nervous

NERVOUS.
ESOK..BERMULA SATU PENGEMBARAAN
MENUNTUT ILMU JAUH DI PERANTAUAN
4 HARI 3 MALAM
SEORANG

preparation belum lengkap. ilmu addmath dah dilupa. eottokhe? I'll die for sure :(

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Tuesday 3 December 2013

3 topik gua sumbat dalam 1 post. CC. Anum. Amir

Assalamualaikum

Topik pertama. HARINI BIRTHDAY ANUM!!!



Call dia berjuta-juta kali tak angkat. rasa nak marah pun ada. nasib baiklah birthday kau Anum. Dalam marquee bergambar gua tu, dia adalah yang manis berkaca mata bersama-sama gua. kitorang memang geng. geng pakai buang spectacles. belajar je pakai tak belajar memang haram nak sentuh.

1 benda special yang gua share dengan dia adalah kitorang balas2 surat. penuh dah 1 album gua dengan surat dia. kitorang tak banyak berborak. kebanyakan cerita gua dengan dia share dalam surat je. berahsia betul kitorang.

anyway, dia paling manis dan paling boleh harap bila menegur. 1 kelas dengan Aniq. nampak pemalu tapi cuba lu cerita drama Korea dengan dia. ha..memang taknak berhenti ah.

 doa yang selalu gua tulis setiap kali reply surat dia.

MOGA SAMPAI SYURGA.

 in shaa Allah. gua harap walau persahabatan kita tak kecoh macam orang lain tapi kau dan aku tahu apa dalam hati masing-masing. all the best for you, Nur Solehah bt Muhammad Salim :D

Topik kedua. AMIR MERDEKA!!!

Satu-satunya kacip yang tua setahun telah merdeka harini. esok dia plan nak datang rumah. tengok Running Man sama-sama.

Ya. tu dia. Amir. Bajet member gua ni jantan je kan. Hey molek sikit. Perempuan ayu tudung labuh lagi. SMKAP boh. Satu sekolah dengan Polar Bear. takpe ke gua mention nama sekolah ni? anyway, dia pakai baju kurung warna kuning bersama gua yang berbaju kurung hijau dalam marquee bergambar tu. nama dia..nama dia...Nur Amira bt Mahamad Norizan. sekarang lu faham mana datang Amir tu kan?

Finally minah dikau habis juga SPM. disebabkan minah ni sekolah agama so dia habis lambat sikitlah. Harini last paper. Bahasa Arab.

similarity yang kitorang share adalah kami manusia yang sombong. tapi dia ok sikitlah sebab duduk asrama kena bergaul. adik-adik bilik, akak-akak bilik dan cadar-cadar dalam bilik takkan nak kerek je kan.

gua? tayah cakap. berapa juta kali gua dengar bisikan halus kata gua sombong. adik-adik, akak-akak, abang-abang serta senior-senior yang tak layak gua panggil abang atau kakak. gua persetankan je. nak buat camne? gua ni baik sebenarnya dorang je tak nampak. hooo kau ujub ni Yana. syirik khafi dah ni

satu benda ah, jumpa dia ni bercerita wah memang tak habis. sekolah lain, cerita pun mesti macam-macam. Amir, yang penting gua jeles lu dah merdeka. my turn pulak next year. yang penting holiday ni akan diluangkan dengan parti Running Man dan drama-drama Korea. HOHOHO

Topik ketiga. ANGIN

next year SPM. okey, parents dah siap siaga nak hantar gua ke KL Jumaat ni. seminar Addmath 3 hari 2 malam. tapi! gua kata gua taknak gi. secara tiba-tiba tadi.

ibu gua muka nak terkejut + marah. gua dah agak. gua saja. gua bengang. apa-apa benda bukannya nak bagitau gua dulu. main bantai je.

"Kakak, ayah dah daftar awak masuk kem addmath kat KL. pergi ea?" kata ibu gua pada suatu hari
sebenarnya gua okey je. tapi gua hangin sebab dia DAH daftar baru bagitau gua. bukannya nak tanya dulu ke, bagi penerangan dulu ke, pujuk dulu ke..almaklumlah gua ni allergic dengan nombor. gua tanya preparation pun ibu gua jawab nak taknak je. sedih betul.

masa gua form 1 dulu gua dapat tawaran ke MRSM. bapak gua DAH tolak baru dia bagitau gua. menangis gua lu tau menangis! disebabkan tolakan gua masa Form 1, gua dah takde ruang nak pergi mana-mana tahun ni. see? gelap masa depan gua atas keputusan yang bukan gua buat! menangis tak berlagu gua..


masalah family gua tak patut cerita sini. tapi ni sikit je. sebagai anak sulung, gua lah paling banyak konflik dengan parents gua. pulak gua ni kepala batu sikit.

oklah sebelum gua hujan air mata baik gua tidur. hujan yang dah turun 3 hari berturut2 ni pun dah berhenti kat Muadzam Shah ni. Alhamdulillah. semoga kawasan-kawasan yang dilanda banjir terutamanya di Kuantan tu (ayah Ngah dan ayah De gua stay Kuantan, doakan depa) akan beransur pulih. Nasib baik kawasan si Polar Bear tu tak banjir. kalau tak gua nak tolong gelakkan. eh tak baik betul astaghfirullahalazim.

k bye :D


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Monday 2 December 2013

Syahmi (Part 2) CC. Aniq

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarakatuh waridhwanuh wasadaqallahulazim
*sila jawab full juga ya*

Okey, gua sambung cerita pasal Syahmi.

Bagi gua, gua lebih rapat dengan Syahmi berbanding budak-budak lelaki dalam kelas gua ni sebab dia rapat dengan Polar Bear. Kira ada set 1 kepala gak ah walaupun kepala dia lebih banyak hilang skru berbanding kitorang. Pulak tu kitorang sama-sama masuk Drama KOMSAS. Both of us were actors. Bertambah kamcinglah kami.

Nak dijadikan cerita, gua bergaduh dengan set2 gua. Dulu gua berlima. Dari Form 1 sampai Form 3 set2 tu lah. Tapi naik tahun ni maybe sebab dah lama renggang dan banyak ketidaksefahaman di situ termasuklah dislikes gua yang salah satu nya tak suka couple-couple ni, gua dah tak sebulu dengan mereka. Gua punya sedih dengan tension wa carilah Polar Bear even dia duduk asrama. Kau bayang nak exam ni, bergaduh teruk. Pulak tu gua sorang-sorang. Sedih woo..

Polar Bear cubalah sedaya upaya membantu gua dengan menjadikan Syahmi dan Arep serta sorang lagi member kitorang, Mior pembantu dia kat sekolah. Masa tu rasa bersyukur.

"Baiknya kawan aku ni" bisik hati kecil gua

Then...dalam kelas gua dah kecoh2 gua dilantik jadi Ketua PRS. Kerja macam kaunselor so kenalah nasihat orang. Setelah beberapa siri pertolongan, tiba masa dia pulak yang bergaduh. Masa tu dia dah renggang dengan beberapa orang yang dia rapat dan dia start rapat dengan Aniq.

Aniq ni budak kelas sebelah. Dia satu group mentor dengan gua. Dia pun budak drama. Sejak dia rapat dengan Syahmi, masalah gua pun dia tahu. Syahmi memang ah..suka2 hati je dia bagitahu. Dan hari-hari yang berlalu selepas itu memang kitorang 3 rapat.

Tapi gua dah turned out jadi susah nak percaya orang. Gua cukup terkesan lepas apa yang jadi kat gua. Gua sayang member2 gua tapi macam sampah depa buang gua bila gaduh. Walaupun dorang asyik cakap,

"Cerita ni cuma kau (gua), aku (Syahmi or Aniq) dengan dia (Syahmi or Aniq) je tahu"

gua tetap ambil langkah berhati-hati. Pendek cerita, sampai sekarang gua masih ragu-ragu dorang ikhlas jadikan gua member ke tak. Kalau ya, alhamdulillah. Kalau tak, gua tak rugi sebab bukan gua yang cari dorang.

Enough said. Gua appreciate korang tapi bagi gua masa untuk percaya korang. Anyway, thanks for everything. :)

nah gambar. cilok dari FB.

rambut dorang-sila gelak. Aniq Akmal Anaqi bin Azizi
ok bye :)




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