Lyeanna Wana Official Blog lyeanna wana: December 2016

Monday, 26 December 2016

A fool for something we call LOVE

I look into your young eyes, Bright, full of enthusiasm They yawp, carpe diem
Time passes by, I try to look deep into your eyes again Heartbreaks, disappointment, pain They're now pools of soulless organ
Under your breath you whisper "I love you" I gasp It's proven true Love gorges on you

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Thursday, 22 December 2016

2016 is ending


Long time no see. Last coret dalam bulan 6 7 macamtu. Masa tengah cuti sebelum masuk degree. Sekarang ni dah nak habis 1 sem degree dah kot. Next week final.

So, many things, bad and good had happened this year. So, where should I start?

Ok, mari mula dengan study. 

So, I'm now furthering my studies in USM, majoring in English for Professionals. Ya tak dapat TeSOL pun. I was seriously sedih sangat sebab out of three offers I got, none was TeSL. Cried and mourned for a few days juga lah. I also got offered English as Professional Communication (EPC) at UiTM Shah Alam and Sejarah (Sastera) at Universiti Malaya. Yang 2nd tu macam what da hek sangat so obviously reject LOL. Decided to go to USM because that's what my dad want. I also think USM is better for me.

So, the funny thing is, after settling for a few weeks there, I actually got offered TeSL in UiTM. oh my god. only God knows how furious and confused I was. I asked some people and was determined to go. But my parents knew better. I talked to them, realised they were not keen of the idea me going to UiTM and the process of going there was quite tedious I decided to stay. It was hard for me to decide because honestly, I was prepared to go. So here I am, having a wonderful life in this course even tho it's hectic af (because it's a 3-year course).

Next, friends
I got new friends! Obviously since ada kat tempat baru, right. But these friends remind me so much of my classmates during high school. They're so noisy! but in a good way. And they're very nice. The funny thing is most of them are guys, and Chinese. LOLOL. but I got myself a few beautiful Malay girls as my friends too. I feel grateful for being blessed with their existence. We did so many things together already and I'm looking forward for more adventures in future.

hiking at National Park, Penang. Missing quite a few of people. 

Another aspect, love life.
I don't know what to say about this because it has been a hell of roller-coaster-like ride. Let me just summarise everything in points form.

1. I confessed to Polar Bear, saying that if he likes me too, I shall wait for him but if he's not, then I'm moving on because 4 year-waiting was tiring for me. And then he said he didn't have any feeling to me and he already knew I've been liking him because I wrote a lot about him in this blog. Honestly, I doubt him because he was the one who approached me, gave me presents, saying 143, stalking my FB page and all sorts of things but meh, maybe he was saying he didn't have any feeling towards me at that time. It's okay. I've achieved my aim and I've freed myself. Sounds like I was okay, right? NOPE! I was in a mental breakdown for 2 months, more or less. But I've moved on. And guess who surprised me a with a FOLLOW request on Instagram? Hah! 

2. A young boy confessed to me because I kind of forced him to. LOL. I was actually waiting for him to finish his important examination but he kinda got on my nerve so I boldly asked him whether he liked me or not. But then we got into a fight soon after because of some misunderstanding but my best friend who's also his mother consoled me and said things about him that warmed my heart and I settled to give him a chance. However, apparently I just got to know a few facts that got my heart cracking. But I kinda understand why he chose to do that and I'm now learning to stand on my own two feet and not wait for anyone. 

3. Crushes at university? NOPE! sad life

So, I think I've written a little bit too much. I shall be back to studying now. Merry Christmas to those who celebrate, happy holiday to school kids and Happy New Year to everyone!

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