Fangirling mode activated

Assalamualaikum

Gyaaahhh~~~
Seperti mana yang telah disebut dalam title entry kali ini..yeah I'm fangirling woot hahaha

Warning. Stop judging and please don't be stereotype

Why?
Because K-POP haters always label K-POP fans as obsessive, immature, day-dreamer, perverts and stuffs. Oh yeah, gays too (for male fans)

TBH I haven't really care much about K-idols since I was 15 because I was maturing and I was changing to be better so I thought that a fan girl image didn't suit my new image. In fact it is. Tell me where on Earth will be people who wear tudung labuh and abaya and go cheering for their favourite idols in the airports? Trust me. There won't be any.

Nevertheless I'm not saying I'm that kind of fan. I'm just a K-drama addict (can't live without one) who loves arts.

Music is an art. Beauty too. Do not forget dance. K-idols just got all these. What can I do other than loving them?  (Haha well said!)

The latest idol group that I've been fangirling these days is this

GOT7

These boys are too dorky and very good in martial arts dance. They have addictive laugh too. I don't really fall into their sweetness or cuteness or talents or handsome faces (must admit they are really handsome) but I think these guys deserve attentions. Maybe because they have all things I mentioned but nah...it's not that really.

The thing is, this is my way to get out of stress. I've been facing worst days ever in my life where I wake up in the morning finding myself saying

"What will you do if your SPM is not great? Will u disappoint your parents that bad?"

So, watching these boys in Real GOT7 where they joke and laugh like hell (seriously my tummy hurts just by watching the way they laugh), I found myself laughing and smiling again.

I believe one day I might be neglecting these boys because I am already happy at that time. When this thing actually happens later, I hope this entry will still be here so that I won't forget who are my life saviour. 

Thank you guys for making me smile. 

SPOILER: just found out that BamBam and Yugyeom is younger than me by months (born is same year). I'm old now! :(

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Life is but to be appreciated

Assalamualaikum semua

Gloomy..gloomy days they were and gloomy days ahead..I suppose

What a dull muqaddimah. I'm sorry. Let me start again

Whoa this bitter medicine just kicked off my taste bud. Dying from the bitterness already.

Yorobun, annyeoghaseyo..lamo dok nuleh yo.

Just finished watching a drama. IDK when will it be ending but I hope it's a 40 something-episode-length drama. Why? Because I can enjoy it after my hell-like SPM!!!

Yes, hell-like. Why? Because I'm doing something that I don't enjoy.


STUDYING THINGS I'M NOT GOOD IN.


TBH, I've been keeping this since I was in Form 4. Why bother getting yourself into pure science stream when you know the subjects require your calculative skills and that is the biggest weakness of yours?!! (other than not being able to be feminine enough) but for the sake of my interest in Biology and pride of being a straight A's student in PMR, I dared myself to enter the hell.

...and wallah! here I am. shattered into pieces already.

blah blah blah. SPM is only a month away and you're saying this now? die already lah..your trial result wasn't that great anyway. Now you get it huh? Being shameful of yourself, keep thinking you're useless brat and having to look up to everyone because they're so much better than you, haven't you had enough? Where's your sense of motivation? Why can't u be motivated?!!

Because I am a realistic person. I look up only on things that I believe I can achieve and do things that I'm good in. My dream is not that big either.

I want to fly to London, study TeSL there, be a proud daughter of my parents, repay their kindness and sacrifices and give happiness to my family.

What I want to do? Simple. I just want to be a good teacher. No matter what title I hold, lecturer or just your common English teacher, I want to be someone that can contribute and give love to others while doing thing that I love, language.


What I want is just to enjoy what I do and find happiness in even simplest and tiniest thing in my life.

Because life is to be appreciated.

...and our destiny won't end here. We still have the world Hereafter. 

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