Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah
Today is Tuesday. A historical day for me because it's my first day working. Awkward, yes. Just hoping I'll do a better job tomorrow.
So...woo. 5 more days to go. Scared to death, seriously and honestly. Just preparing myself for the worst and expecting lower than usual because I don't want to be disappointed.
I miss my classmates, yes so much. I miss the memories of struggling with studies. Shedding tears because of stress and frustration. Those are the bitter memories but still, if we look back, they are still beautiful memories for me.
Sitting alone while thinking ahead about my future, I always wonder what'll I become to be. Will I manage to achieve my goal? Can I survive in this world? How about the others? My friends? Will they leave me and go their own ways like what I see on TV and movies?
The questions can only be answered one by one after we all receive our SPM result.
Ah, SPM.
My nightmare.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah
Today is Tuesday. A historical day for me because it's my first day working. Awkward, yes. Just hoping I'll do a better job tomorrow.
So...woo. 5 more days to go. Scared to death, seriously and honestly. Just preparing myself for the worst and expecting lower than usual because I don't want to be disappointed.
I miss my classmates, yes so much. I miss the memories of struggling with studies. Shedding tears because of stress and frustration. Those are the bitter memories but still, if we look back, they are still beautiful memories for me.
Sitting alone while thinking ahead about my future, I always wonder what'll I become to be. Will I manage to achieve my goal? Can I survive in this world? How about the others? My friends? Will they leave me and go their own ways like what I see on TV and movies?
The questions can only be answered one by one after we all receive our SPM result.
Ah, SPM.
My nightmare.
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